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i don't get it, am i stupid?

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i DO have to refute that maybe-fact, through posting an extract from a text i'm currently reading by Russell. But ... maybe later.

DMX Krew - The Glass Room

The fear is to not be seen. To not exist. Right?

Oh lala .......................... is there a meaning when knowing WHY you do things? shouldn't you do the opposite then, because otherwise it will all be so predecided?

must the ultimate goal be happiness?

darn. i should really shut things down. let my mind rest. uhh, i'm afraid of syntax error and i shouldn't be when it is me having the control. but the fucked up thing is, i don't trust myself anymore.

The Sun Was Shining.

oh sweet sun comes shining. The Sun Was Shining - tune by Covox. not listening to it now though, listening to Tok Tok vs Soffy O. *mmm*
dragged myself up to school this morning. i should have learnt by now that going to school actually makes me happier, but no. the question is, will i ever learn?
oh, funny story i just recieved:

The pope dies and goes to heaven. St. Peter welcomes him. "Everything heaven has is yours," he tells the pope. The pope asks, "Do you happen to have transcripts of the conversations Jesus had with his followers?" "Yes, we do," says St. Peter, and shows him to an enormous library. He pulls an enormous book off the shelf, hands it to the pope, and leaves him alone. Hours later, he returns to find the pope pounding his fists on the table and sobbing. "I don't believe it!" cries the pope, "There's an 'r!' There's an 'r!'" "Are you alright?" St. Peter asks with alarm. "There's an 'r!'" yells the pope again--"It says 'celebrate!'"

what little it actually takes to be happy. i can see it now. this balance i'm aiming at doesn't seem out of hand anymore.

went to the local library today, checked out what books they had by Ray Bradbury and Douglas Coupland. they had Fairenheit 451 by Bradbury and Shampoo Planet by Coupland and a collection of short stories by Coupland too. but didn't bring my card to borrow these books, so will do it after school thursday, after the national test.

ps. what you can get addicted to a digitalcam, you get so egocentric and starts take all those photos of yourself *hehe*

Microserfs - Douglas Coupland

I was due to write a bookreview but instead i felt like creating a blog. Have i done both? Maybe, but nothing is finished. Problem: I want to make everything at the same time. Result: Nothing becomes complete. Question: Do i accomplish anything?

Microserfs bookcover

The title Microserfs fits in totally in what the book is about. Its meaning grows in your mind during reading it.
But at first, you think it’s related to the company Microsoft which the main characters work at. We follow a group of young people that the work - life border has been erased for. The campus as a workplace- expression is alive and active. But eventuelly, that plain idea that microserfs only means the employees at microsoft seems useless, as it is something deeper he meant, that we are microserfs to the material world we live in.
The book contains so much, a whole life. It’s political, philosofic, down to life, geeky, amusing. And everything with a touch of wit.

Since Marxism is explicity based on property, ownership and control of means of production, it may well end up being the final true politik of the Benetton world we now live in.

The language Coupland uses is direct and not emotional. The structure is in diaryform, and instead of just writing I am sad to describe a feeling, he just explains the situation and the reader him/herself will figure out what’s in between the lines.

My personal experience of the book is that it’s first just funny. Then recognizible. Later on interesting and in the end, I’m thrown over. I’ve always had a feeling when reading Couplands book that it’s something more laying inunder. Not just only words, a meaning.

I FEEL A MEANING WHEN READING COUPLANDS BOOKS.